We’re at the end of week 5 now. It is Friday, 3rd of July 2020.
University coursework and assignments are piling up. We are going to have a few minor exams, but minor they may be, they are going to be GRADED.
I am going to sit for my first ever graded exam for Chemistry in university next Wednesday, at 6.30pm – 8pm!
(Yes, you heard that right. And we will still have 3 lecture classes in the morning before that. I will be so exhausted by then. I have never in my life done and exam at 6.30pm.)
Then, I will also have biology, physics and math exams in the following weeks.
I cannot afford to flunk these exams, not when I am aiming for a CGPA of 3.5 for the entire foundation year to get into MBBS (medical degree). I shall be sure to work hard, and do well all the way. To tell the truth, I am lagging behind a bit in catching up with my assignments, and everyday the pile grows larger and more difficult to handle.
Somehow, I must find a way to coordinate all my assignments and revision such that I can keep up daily with my work.
As for online learning, I am beginning to recognize my disembodied coursemates by voice, which is funny. I am also becoming more familiar with some of the names in the online meetings – names of my coursemates, who don’t talk during class, so unfortunately I’m sad to not be able to get to know them! Our time will come… next year, probably.
Our university has announced classes on campus will resume only next year, even though the Malaysian government has very recently declared that primary and secondary school students will be going back soon, universities will be allowed to reopen soon, and even cinemas and theme parks will reopen their doors soon. But our university has declared online classes for the May and October trimesters. We’ll have to wait. 😥
(*28th of January, 2021 update: With the COVID situation now, it seems my 3rd semester (January trimester) will be online, too. Looks like my entire foundation year will be online. But I don’t mind, I think online lectures are quite an experience as well. )
I will be working very hard on time management and understanding certain topics for the next few weeks.
When I’ve established a organized system for my learning and I have gained control, I will come here and announce it here!
Being able to keep up would also mean I have finally gotten my university life in order, and that would allow things to feel steadier.
That’s all for now. Wish me luck for my exams! :b
~Rachel Tan HX, Blog author, 3 July 2020.